New blog

Hi,
I quickly wanted to thank everyone who checked this blog out and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart! This blog has over 11000 views (I am completely in shock right now) and it'd only be fair if I gave you guys something in return!

This will not be the thing you'd be looking forward to or what you'd expect it to be. It's a new blog (!!!) the lay out is completely the same except for the name and I feel like it'd allow me more to get creative in some way. (just a fresh start, but not really)

I will keep some of the post themes I had and there will come a lot new ones and just basically something better than this! So I invite you to come with me on this new journey and thank you for all the support this page has gotten!

Here's the link to the new one: http://littledreamersheart.blogspot.be/

Much love;
Ciska♥

10 Things (tag)

Hello everyone ^.^,
So I was looking op this girly Dutch site and I saw this little tag and it just seemed so much fun to do :). Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I'll do it! Feel free to do it yourself: 

10 things about myself:

• I don't like my name.
• I love to sing.
• I have a hard time making choices. 
• I want long hair.
• I am OBSESSED with unnatural hair colors; and my parents hate them so much >.< 
  
• I love vintage things.
• I am a dreamer and a believer.
• I want to be vegetarian, but I don't want to tell my parents.
• I am OBSESSED with sunglasses, though I don't have any.
  
• When I finished high school, I'd love to go to the University Of Arts in London.

9 things that I like:

• Sunset
• Ice cream
• Summer
• Youtubers
• Social Network ( except Facebook, I hate Facebook)
• Music
• American Horror Story
  
• Happy people
• Cute animals

8 things that I don't like:

• My room
• Facebook
• My neighbours
• The popular kids
• Pessimistes
• Bananas
• Whipped cream
• Bubble tea
  

7 places I like to go to:

• Concerts
  
• The beach
• The cinema
• An amusement park
• The internet
• My garden
• My bed

6 ways to win your love:

• Be nice to everyone
• Laugh with my jokes
• Be funny
• Listen to the same music as me
• Love Disney
• Respect the people I love

5 Places I want to go to before I die:

• Dinseyland California
• California
• 
  
• Bahamas
• Croatia
• Tokyo

4 things or people I can't live without:

• My idols
• Music
• My dreams
• My best friends

3 of my favorite songs:

• Do Or Die - Thirty Seconds To Mars

• Alpha Dog - Fall Out Boy

• DESTROYA - My Chemical Romance

2 Wishes:

• To meet Jared Leto
  
• To become a singer

1 Last word or sentence:

"If you're willing to walk the path of a dreamer, anything is possible." - Jared Leto

So this was my tag! I hope you got to know me better and feel fee to do it yourself!

Much love Xo

♥

You Want WHAT?!

Hey everyone,
I know that it's been a while posted on here, and I am so sorry for that.
This is going to be a short, but very important blogpost to me. This is something I really want to throw out there for you guys, no matter who you are or where you're from: the fact that you read this shows that somehow you're caring enough to read a little message that someone in this big, big world has posted. You're basically spending precious moments of your life reading this, but you want to read, otherwise you wouldn't be reading this (logic himself). But today I want to talk about something that I can't even say in my own house. It's something they never will let me do, yet here I have faith in my parents that they'll allow me to, but they will never understand it; and I'm okay with that.

I'm talking about a meet & greet. Meet & greets are "hella" expensive. That's true, but if you can understand it, you know it's totally worth EVERY.SINGLE.DOLLAR. Because a meet & greet is barely about the things you get in my opinion. So you get some cool merch, a picture and some precious time to have a (very) little chat. That's it...for some people. To me it's the need to meet that person and the feeling you'll get must be magical, almost surreal.

We all want to meet people for different reasons: you've been a hardcore fan for ages, you have a story to tell, you just want to meet them,etc... My reason? I feel like in someway I have to meet them, because I have this special feeling, something I've never had before because of them. It feels like I got touched by an angel who gives me comfort in my own thoughts while no one else can do that. That's such a precious and special thing that I just want to stand there, for a second in wonderland, just to feel it; to see the angels that've touched me and blessed me.

The people I want to meet are small and so huge at the same time. The biggest rockband in the world that can do things that no one else has doen before. They've a worldrecord for longest tour, they've send a song to space and they have the most dedicated fans family in the world that's known as "The Echelon"; I'm talking about Thirty Seconds To Mars.

[Quick introduction]

Tomo, Shannon and Jared.

Thirty Seconds To Mars is an American (alternative)rock group formed in 1998. Currently the band has 3 members: Jared Leto (lead-singer), Tomo Milicevic (guitarist) and Shannon Leto (drummer). The band currently has 4 albums named 30 Seconds To Mars (2002), A Beautiful Lie (2005), This Is War (2009) and Love Lust Faith + Dreams (2013). They're currently travelling the world with their Love Lust Faith + Dreams Tour. In 2012 they premiered their first ever documentary called "Artifact"(it's about their lawsuit with EMI where they were sued for $30 million) and in December 2013, the documentary was digitally released.

I recognized their song "Closer To The Edge", which means that I've heard them before on the radio. Last year I fell in love with Up In The Air, as it was my jam for months, but that was all. In November-December 2013 I fell in love with "City Of Angels" and literally lost my everything in a brand new wonderful world.

The person in the band that I fell the most in love with has to be Jared Leto. And he's the reason I'd go for a meet & greet. He is the most important man in my life and my hero. I don't want to spend too much time focusing on him (though he deserves it) because it's about Thirty Seconds To Mars as one beautiful band.

The sad part about this everything and my love for them is that my love came too late. On November 11, 2013 they played a show in my country which I sadly haven't joined because I didn't really care about them back then. But the thing is, when they'll come back , there's an 80% chance that my mom will buy me a concert ticket. But that's not the only thing my heart desires. My heart desires a meet & greet, which is almost impossible to convince my mom to buy because a year ago it has been all over the news that Justin Bieber basically ignored his fans during the (way too) expensive meet & greet. But the thing is, that Justin Bieber is a completely different person and artist from everyone else in the world. And so is Thirty Seconds To Mars an unique band in our world, and they should be seen like that. They have a very special relationship with the "fans", as been told by many people. We have a cult ,a community ,a family in this "fandom". And that makes it so different. The band ahs dedicated 2 music videos to their in which some of them were interviewed and there are so many clips of US. Not of them, of US. Together, the power that we have, is mind-blowing. The videos which I'm referring to are "Closer To The Edge" and "Do Or Die". Every concert at least 25 people go on stage. They just randomly pick you out an you gotta get on that stage. Whether it is for 3 "Up In The Air" (where they pick out a lot of people to get on stage), to introduce a song, to have a little chat,etc.. They do those kind of things. And we all know how hard they work for us, because they abrely take a break. If they aren't touring, then they're attending award-shows or Artifact-screening, or they might be doing another VyRT (which is for me very difficult to explain because I, myself, do not have anything that I've seen of it) or they might be doing interviews. They've once said while accepting an award : "We love you more than life itself." and they do, they really do.

But the main reason I want to meet them is because they have taught me how to dream and that it is okay to dream, which asks a lot of faith and support. And if you look at what you get in the meet & greet (which you may not forget that we're talking about 3 people), it actually isn't that expensive.


Well, this turned out longer than I thought :P but thank you for reading this though! Much appreciated.
I'll post again on here soon ;) .

Much love xoxo,
Ciska ♥

50 Random Questions Tag !

Hello everyone! I was normally going to do a haul because I went shopping with my friend. BUT I only got a bottle of soap so yeah.... So I decided to do the "50 random questions"-tag... 
Hope you like it :) x

1) When was the last time you cried?

This is so awkard because I cry really fast so probably yesterday.

2) Have you ever faked sick? 

Nope.

3) Have you ever cried during a movie? 

Yes, SO MANY TIMES UGH.

4) Have you ever danced in the rain? 

 Yup. Probably when I was younger.

5) Have you ever been drunk?

No. (not yet) 

6) Do you smoke?

Nope. 

7) What is your blood-type? 

A+...... I think....

8) Have you ever been in a car accident? 

Nope. (wow, I'm so interesting)

9) Have you ever had an online relationship? 

Nope.

10) Have you ever been rejected by a crush? 

Yes, when I was 10 or 11 or something like that.

11) What is your favourite sport to play? 

I love to dance, which is a sport to me so yeah.. There you go :p

12) Have you ever made a prank phone call? 

When I was 7 or something.

13) Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it? 

Yeah.. I have this thing where I don't want to disappoint people...

14) Is there anything that you have done that you regret?

I feel like I should regret nothing because at the end of the day it defines who I am and what decision I make. Even the worst things need to happen. Even bad decisions need to be made.

15) What do you want to be when you grow up? 

I want to be a lead-singer in a band. Well, first I just wanted to be a singer, but it's no fun all alone.

16) Do you believe in g-d? 

I don't. I don't think that there is one great power above us to control who we are. But it does bring some peace so I hope that people will believe in Him.

17) Do you believe in love at first sight? 

People fall in love with who you are. But they first see your looks and then your personality. Which leads to the fact that people fall in love at first sight kind of...

18) Do you believe in karma? 

I do. I really do.

19) How would you describe yourself? 
A weird, crazy, kind of girly-punk rockISH believer and dreamer :)

20) What are you afraid of? 

Spiders and disappointment.

21) What person do you trust the most? 

Probably my greatest friends.

22) Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?

My first "boyfriend" was when I was like very young I was together with this guy who was really sweet and loved me but I didn't really love him at all... Young and stupid that I was, young and stupid.

23) What is the best compliment you have ever received?

People who told me that I could sing very good! Singing is like the most important thing in my life...

24) What is your greatest strength? 

I'd wok really hard and do ANYTHING for something that I want.

25) What is your greatest weakness? 

I can lose faith in things when they don't work out...

26) What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

"UGH, I want to sleep more."

27) What is your first thought before you go to bed? 

I think about what I want to dream about.

28) Do you get along with your family? 

Meh. Kinda.

29) Do you play any instruments? 

Nope. (un-talented)

30) What kind of music do you like? 

 Alternative rock and kind of pop-rock music.

31) Would you ever get a tattoo?

YES! yes yes yes yes yes YES :D

32) How many piercings do you have?

0000000000000000000000000

33) Who makes you laugh? 

Funny people

34) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?

Jared Leto.

35) Have you ever seen a dead body? 

Nope.

36) Do you have a celebrity crush? 

I'd like to marry Pete Wentz please.

37) Have you ever broken a bone? 

Nope. 

38) Do you watch or read the news?

I read Twitter. (kinda same thing)

39) If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? 

I'd go back to the day that I picked to play "flute" as instrument and I'd go for piano or guitar.

40) If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? 

I'd change my insecurity (which bothers me A LOT)

41) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? 

When I was a little child.

42) Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?

I would....

43) What do you want your friends to think about you?

I want them to trust me and be able to tell me things that people barely know about them.

44) Have you ever stolen anything? 

Yes, I was 8 years old and there was this boy at school who had this dolphin-toy and I loved it so much that I stole it. I AM SO SORRY.

45) Do you make wishes on shooting stars? 

Every wish is worth a try :) I do.

46) If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?

I'd change the day that I told a lot of my life to my mom. I'd go back and tell her EVERYTHING this time.

47) Do you remember your dreams? 

Sometimes.

48) Have you ever been in love? 

Nope.

49) Are you a morning person or a night person? 

I'm an all-day person.

50) Do you have any phobias? 

Not directly soemthing I can think of....


So these were all the questions ! :) Feel free to do it yourself! 
Thank you so much for reading!

Much love,
Ciska ♥

XOXO

Panic! At The Disco : Edit Edition (#2)

Hello everyone ^.^ ,
So I don't know if you remember but I once made this blogpost with all my edits that I made of Selena Gomez (If you don't you can click HERE) and as Panic! At The Disco is coming to Belgium (and I sadly can't go because of personal reasons) I decided to at least make some edits ! :)
So here they are , some of them are good, some of them are bad , but hey, that's okay :)

{Quick note: I used lyrics from their songs so the songs that I used will be below the picture}

Do You Know What I'm Seeing ? 

Always

Hurricane

 Nearly Witches (Ever Since We Met)

Trade Mistakes

Memories

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

If you had ANY feedback I'd be so pleased to hear some ! :) 

And please, comment you're favorite :) I really hope you like them !

Thank you for taking your time out to read this :).

Much love xoxo,

Ciska♥

Winter, Please Go Away ♥

Hello to all the beautiful people who decided to check out my blog, THANK YOU! ^_^

So I was reading some little blogposts on a Dutch site and one of them was about how sad winter is so I decided to make this post to everyone (like me) who's heart desires Spring!

The trick is not to try to love the winter, but to start loving Spring! (as early as it may seem)
Because when you focus on Spring, you'll forget about the sad days and stuff, and that's EXACTLY what you need! So here's a list of things to do so you can forget about Winter and start an (way-too-early) Spring :


1. Make your closet ready for Spring

Make a list of things that you NEED and a list of things that you WANT. So when you have 2 lists, you can look at both of them and decide what you'll spend your money on!


2. Give yourself some presents !

Okay,okay : I stole this one... But how amazing is this idea ? Buy some things that are screaming "Spring" and wrap them. Then put them in a box (that you ofcourse decorated all-the-way Spring-themed) and wait until Spring OFFICIALLY begins. Isn't that an amazing start?

3. Stock up on your make-up, nail-polish and perfume

The dark colors that the Winter has aren't really smiling at you... Buy some bright(er) make-up and nail-polish! What colors will fit with your outfits that you'll wear? And go for a perfume that smells like Spring to you (this can be different for everyone)

4. Write down the good

Write down ANYTHING about Spring that you totally love! Even if it's just the flowers of your neighbours or how everyone gets happy! Look at it when you get in a sort of "winter-depressed mood".

5. Change the looks!

Always the same wallpaper on your PC, phone, tablet,etc. Change it to something that makes you feel like it's already Spring! It'll put a smile on your face when you see it! :)

6. Update your music!

Time to play the music that reminds you of Spring all-day, every-day!

7. Countdown the days

No matter how you do it, COUNT DOWN THE DAYS. I do this EVERY. SINGLE. EVENT. I'll go to or anything in my life and it gets me really excited!


I hope you guys could do something with these tips and I'll see you next time!

Much love,
Ciska♥


{I took all the pictures from We Heart It}

Get In Touch! : Endlessly - The Cab

Hello my beautiful dreamers,

I decided to launch a new series and I hope that this is one that I'll do A SHIT LOAD times , because I think that this is a beautiful experience for both of us ;) .


As most of you already know , I'm (legit) OBSESSED with music ! All kinds of music but mostly alternative/punk rock :) . The series with I called "Get In Touch!" will have one song each , which i'll look deeper on the lyrics and the whole song in general.

I wanted to kick off with my latest obsession : 'Endlessly' by The Cab.
It's a love song and if a guy would sing this to me I would instantly love him (note to myself: not gonna happen girl, keep dreaming , LOL). The song starts off with piano only and basically , the song would be flawless if they only used the piano! But they wanted to give it a good beat, which I also love :) .
And then the lyrics :

There's a shop down the street,

where they sell plastic rings,

for a quarter a piece, I swear it.

Yeah, I know that it's cheap,

not like gold in your dreams,

but I hope that you'll still wear it.

Yeah, the ink may stain my skin,

and my jeans may all be ripped.

I'm not perfect, but I swear,

I'm perfect for you.

..and there's no guarantee,

that this will be easy.

It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.

Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,

but I will love you endlessly.

Wings aren't what you need, you need me.

There's a house on the hill,

with a view of the town,

and I know how you adore it.

So I'll work everyday,

through the sun, and the rain,

until I can afford it.

Yeah, your friends may think I'm crazy,

cause they can only see,

I'm not perfect, but I swear, I'm perfect for you.

..and there's no guarantee,

that this will be easy.

It's not a miracle ya need, believe me.

Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,

but I will love you endlessly.

Wings aren't what you need, you need me.

(You need me, I know you need me,

you need me, I know you need me)

Ink may stain my skin,

and my jeans may all be ripped.

I'm not perfect, but I swear,

I'm perfect for you.

..and there's no guarantee,

that this will be easy. (This will be easy)

It's not a miracle ya need, believe me. (Won't you believe me?)

Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me,

but I will love you endlessly.

Wings aren't what you need, you need me. (You know you need me)

(I know you need me)

You need me,

(I know you need me)

You need me,

(I know you need me)

There's a shop down the street,

where they sell plastic rings,

for a quarter a piece, I swear it.

Yeah, I know that it's cheap,

not like gold in your dreams,

but I hope that you'll still wear it.

BREAKDOWN ON THE LYRICS FOR A SECOND:

So the whole lyrics is just PERFECT (omfg) but I highlighted my favorite lyrics :)

So the first one that I highlighted :  "I'm no angel, I'm just me" , this just touches me in the heart :') ♥ You are not perfect, so don't expect anyone to be. You are not always good, you're also bad , you're not an angel :)

The second one that I highlighted goes like this : "I know how you adore it. So I'll work everyday,through the sun,and the rain,until I can afford it." I don't need to explain this one , but I would totally fell for someone if he said this ! True love though....

The last one that I highlighted goes like this : "I know that it's cheap, not like gold in your dreams, but I hope that you'll still wear it." This is 100% our generation ! I mean , just a present shouldn't be expensive.... (But if you're getting married than you have to buy like a beautiful wedding ring etc.) But if it's just an easy present to just randomly give to someone , than that's completely fine ! Everyone only wants expensive things but seriously, is that really a thing ? I can't believe it to be honest....

So yeah,
hope you like thse kind of things because I love to write them and share the with you guys ! 
I hope you want to listen to the song and if you want to , here it is :

Thank you so much for reading !

Much love xoxo,

Ciska ♥

My Favorites Of The Year (?!) ♥

Hello everyone :) [just act like I put this on here in 2013 :P]

I was thinking like :" What can I do , what can I write about ? :s Will they like it ?"
And then it hit me, like BAM, and I knew what I was going to do..
(Sorry, i just needed a cheesy intro :P )
I'll give you guys my favorites of the year ! I've done one of these but then it was just a month and it was called an "update" , now I'll look at my whole YEAR ! :o
Here are the questions  (feel free to do it yourself !) :


Question 1 : Best thing that happened to you this year ?

That has to be the concert of my queen , the beautiful Selena Gomez ! It was a dream coming true after I've been waiting years and years , hoping to see her once in real life! It was her Stars Dance Tour and it was truly AMAZING ! She danced and sang and everyone was happy :D ! We were the loudest place of her tour ! I miss her though, she was just flawless !

This is a little collage I made of her concert here in Belgium :P.

Question 2 : What's the funniest thing that happened this year ?

So this one may sound silly but it was actually at a sleep-over with my amazing friend and we played Black Ops II and we were AWFUL. There was this one moment and we laughed about it for at least 10 minutes ! I still smile when I look back at it :) ...

Question 3 : What's your favorite book that you read ?

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower ! I finally read it and I'm in love with it ! if you haven't read it yet, go now !

Question 4 : Song of the year ♥

This is possibly the hardest question that I've ever answered in my entire life ! But after a few hours brainstorming on this one I came to a conclusion ! It is a song that I've been ( twerking) dancing to for the whole year. MY FAVORITE SONG OF THE YEAR IS  *drumrolls* 

MY SONGS KNOW WHAT YOU DID IN THE DARK BY FALL OUT BOY 

This is the first song that I've ever heard from them and I instantly fell in love with them...

I'll see them in March *SCREAMS* Sorry for the fangirling....

Question 5 : Movie of the year ♥

HOW CAN I POSSIBLY CHOOSE ? 

To all the people who will freak out because I'm not going to say Catching Fire => I haven't seen it yet ! No, I don't know why, I'M DYING TO SEE IT! 

Anyways , MY FAVORITE MOVIE OF THE YEAR IS *drumrolls (again)*

THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS : CITY OF BONES

This movie was just flawless, okay ?

Question 6 : favorite tv-show of the year ♥

This tv-show exists for many, many years and I started watching it this year and I love it so so so much. 

If you don't watch it, go watch it now, you won't regret it ! 

My favorite tv-show is : DOCTOR WHO ! 

It's just amazing ! It really is !

Question 7 : Your favorite food of the year !

Well, I became unhealthy   obsessed with the amazing OREOS , gosh, bless those cookies ! 

Yeah, I don't need to paste an image on those because who doesn't know what oreos are ?! 

Question 8 : Favorite game of the year

This one is just easy as fuck  . THE LAST OF US ! I've been obsessed with this game and I went to my friend to play it and it's just asdfghjkl ( I have no words to describe it)

So yeah.... This is 100% my favorite !

So yeah, that's basically it ! 

I loved doing this and thinking back to those amazing moments......

Feel free to do it yourself ! 

See you next year ! :) 

Much love xoxo,

Ciska ♥